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Chicago

This past weekend I flew out to Chicago to see my friend Reggie and check out a couple of concerts. Although the trip was a little 4 day vacation I would say it was extremely educational. We didn’t go to the Chicago Museum of Science and Industry or the Art Institute of Chicago, I saw the city streets and heard hiphop.

What I saw was unbelievable. I’ve been to a couple big cities, mostly abroad, and this was my first real tour of a major American city. It’s 2006 and the segregation was rediculous. The city is cut like a big pizza (mmm pizza puffs) into different races, and the boundaries are very distinct. Hoping on the redline from the southside I was the only white person in what you could call a station, more like some concrete with fences and plywood. When the train approached 22nd street the black faces blended with some asians from Chinatown. Two or three stops later by 35th street my friends were the only non-white people on the train. The changes were so quick I didn’t realize what had happened until somebody pointed it out, and by that time we were almost downtown.
Driving around through Chicago shows it even more. One second there are “Food & Liquor” stores on every corner, and the next minute every sign and billboard is in spanish, with guys selling cotton candy on every corner. When you get on the northside all the cars become nicer and you start driving by department stores and name brand fashion.
It also made me laugh out of disbelief when we were riding through a black area that was particularly poor when I saw an advertisement that said in big bold letters “I SEE BLACK PEOPLE.” It made more sense if you read carefully underneath, in small letters it said “living, loving, learning” it was an advertisement for a black tv channel.

What I heard was amazing. I was exposed to classic hiphop and taught what it meant. I watched music get made right in front of me and it was exciting as hell. Hiphop connects to me on a level that other genres just dont touch. Lyricism appeals to my mind while beats get me tapping my feet more naturally than any rock. My only regret is missing out on the 10 to 15 years of classic hiphop I could have been enjoying all this time. Seeing it happen made me want to express myself, but hearing the real stuff, not the 50 cent or lil Jon, made me realize how much more there is to it than I even know. Common, Big L, Wu-Tang where were you when all I had was a DMX and Eminem album? Now I’m so far behind, but at least I can look forward to getting to know the good shit. Watching Reggie and his friends also amazed me, how rapping is part of them and how they can express themselves so gracefully.

I take comfort in a principle I have recently been able to articulate. Progressive Longevity, constantly making progress towards a distant goal, all the while enjoying the progress and accepting that you havn’t reached the goal. It applies to work, play and relationships and also with my goals of expressing myself. I can’t be a rap star, and thats perfectly fine, I know one day I will be able to express myself to my hearts content and as long as I keep making progress through school, websites, video and even music while enjoying that progress I can stay happy.

Chicago was classic and I can’t wait to go back. Thanks to Reggie, Scott and Fred for making me feel like fam. Peace to Classic Edition keep making that Chicago HipHop!

Holy Pure Mathematics, Batman!

It’s a Math Major!

As of today I am officially a double major in Mathematics and Mass Media Studies. Say THAT 5 times fast.

I realized yesterday that I have not been feeling fulfilled in what I am studying. I find the subjects in Mass Media Studies to be very interesting and thought provoking, but just not in a certain “hard science” way. I realized that the only thing I regret regarding my switch away from Computer Science (besides late night coding sessions + beer in the lab) was losing the study of math.

This is very exciting for me, not only will I get to stay at FSU for at least another year past next spring, but I am pursuing a study I always knew I “should.” Staying around is good for me too, work and side projects have been picking up speed, it would be a shame to go just as the momentum has built up. It also allows me more time to stay in college and have fun! I really am not ready to leave in just a year, I’m not even 21 yet!

好好学习!天天向上!

Whiskey Tango Foxtrot

Things change fast, it’s something I should really come to terms with.

I think I’ve let myself get caught up in more then one illusion of the future recently, and I need to step back and take things day by day. I have a few quotes that I have liked the moment I heard them, and are pretty good:

“We suffer from the illusion that we can control things around us” -Daniel’s Dad

“One more road to cross, one more risk to take, gotta live my life like its one more move to make” -DMX

I have found in the past that I have been most satisfied when I accepted the least control over situations. I think this is highlighted when I felt no dissapointment, anger or frustration when I wrecked my car a year ago. I think it would serve me well to cultivate this acceptance and enjoy things as they are now, while keeping an open mind toward future opportunities and future failures.

There is a chinese proverb that I can paraphrase which attempts to illustrate this acceptance of the world around you through examples:

Old man Wang was a broadminded man. He owned some land and a farm and all the villagers respected him. One day his best horse ran away, so all of the villagers came to console him. He simply said “There is no reason to be upset, how can I know this is bad news?”
A week later the horse returned with a mate, this mate was an exceptional stalion of great worth. All of the villagers came to congradulate him, but he just said “There is no reason to celebrate, how can I know this is good news?”
Old man Wang had a son who loved to ride horses, and this new stalion was an excelent horse to ride. One day the son went riding and fell off, breaking his leg. All of the villagers came to console him again, and this time he said “Now you see you cannot judge something as a good or bad event so easily”
That same month, China went to war with nomadic invaders, a bloody war costing the lives of many fine chinese men. Old man Wang’s son did not have to serve because of his broken leg, and thus was spared.

While it is not a logical arguement, I feel that it is a nice way to look at things. And by being broadminded about everything, you are much less apt for dissapointment, while being able to seize successful opportunities.

I hadn’t really thought of a new years resolution, but I think maintaining a more broadminded perspective might be a good one. But hey, it might not, gotta stay broadminded ^_^

Introduction to Public Speaking

This semester I enrolled in a class called Introduction to Public Speaking. This is the only requirement I have for my major in Mass Media Studies that has not been completed (aside from the major courses)

The idea of the class is not so bad, and my good friend Daniel and girlfriend Teresa are both in the class. It is because of the class that I even have said girlfriend. All this aside I am pretty bitter with the class. My first speech recieved a grade of 84% and my second speech an 80%. I think both got lower points then they deserved. It is all because I stubbornly refused to do obvious signposting, sacrificing points for my principles.

There are 3 speeches in the class, the first being informative (I did this on Terschelling) the second being persuasive (I did this on the futility of DRM) and the final a special occasion speech. For this speech we were restricted by less rules, and I took advantage.

Jeremy came up with the idea for and helped with the “plot” of my speech. Today I presented it to the class, and while I feel my presentation of the first half suffered a couple stumbles, I really nailed the ending.

The speech was so enjoyed by the class that I had requests for the manuscript, and I decided it might be a fun thing to share. I posted it to my website and you can access it either from the side bar to the right, or from this link:

How Jeremy Dyckman Saved Christmas

skate or die

I uploaded my skate video to Google’s video service: enj skating

It’s a fun little watch. Its mostly me skating with my friend from the skatepark wearing the pink shirt in the beginning.

I plan on making more, but I have to take new footage. I hear I should include busts, but that means I have to make some first ~_^.

It’s all good
-enj